Today I got my appointment to establish care here in my new state.  It will be towards the end of next month.  I wasn't prepared for the emotions that came with that appointment!  I felt something like I did when I was first diagnosed.  I just felt sad the rest of the day.  I am not sure why.  After all, I've been through this.  I am feeling increasingly weaker in my arms.  Especially at night, when I tend to type these blogs, I can tell my right arm is much weaker than it was just a month ago.  That scares me.  So, I guess, I am fearful of what I may find when I go to this appointment.  Sigh.... It all begins again.